SAD

I don't know how to express my feeling now, I feel so sad, my dream blow up like a bomb, take a breath and hope there  is another opportunity for me to try. I love my mom so much that why I tried this but I am not lucky yet :(

Sad... that is a very simple word with three alphabet but can make me light and really want to fly, again I am failed and I really want to cry but NO, i have to fight for this, there is another option for me, move on dear Zatin.